Tuesday, 20 December 2011

1000 years :)


Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

I HEART YOU :)
you are the best among the best that I ever know .
thanks for coming into my life .
you always make my day , dear .
maybe its too early but I believe that you can be the best for me .


Saturday, 8 October 2011

SUPERDUPERMOM !

hari sabtu yang sangat bosan .
bangun awal pagi , g interview keje .
alhamdulillah , hari selasa nie dah boleh start .
then , balik g breakfast .
lepas breakfast je , terus kebaboom !
TIDUR !
hari nie sorang-sorang je kat rumah .
niat nak tengok hindustan , sekali tv wat hal . 
panas hati betol !
apa lagi facebooking je larr .
petang ckit , si cik mek pown pulang dari berjalan-jalan .
untunglarr kan .
balik-balik , dy terus tidur .
hurm , bosan lagi .
tapi tak ape larr , dy penat .
gpown malam dy nk study utk last paper esok .
dalam pukul6 macam tue , ingat nak kuar lepak ngan din jap .
tapi si cik mek merengek-rengek tak bagi . 
takut katanye .
so , duduk umah je larr .
jaga BABY .
disebabkan hal nie , din cakap kite super mom .
tapi bagi kite , kite asa kite boley jadi SUPERDUPERMOM !
AHAHHAHAH .
tetiba , tercipta larr impian terbaru .
one day , I will become a SUPERDUPERMOM for my children .


yes , I can !




p/s : berangan jadi superdupermom kejap . hee

Monday, 3 October 2011

tiba-tiba

hurm .
serabut otak pkir semua nie .
final , family , kawan-kawan , dan diri sendiri .
about my final , esok dah LAST ! 
yabeda-beduu .
tak sabar rasanye .
tapi paper last tue larr paper yang paling susah .
nie pown berhenti sekejap sebab rasa macam nk update something kat blog nie .
*macam dah tak boleh tunggu esok . hhaha
family ! alohai .
susah nak cite kat cnie .
huu
kawan-kawan ! AHHA !
u ols sangatt best .
kawan-kawan kite kann sangatt hebat , baik , caring , dan sangatt2 GILE !
kite sangatt2 sayang kan dowang semua .
*agak gediks disitu yea . phuii !
diri sendiri ! hah . sangatt panjang cerita nye .
crush on someone but hurmmm .
then , muncul pulak someone nie .
dy cakap jatuh cinta pandang pertama .
sakit perut aku ketawa bila dengar dy ckap macam tue .
hey , I tak percaya larr cinta pandang pertama nie .
its too early okay .
kite kawan-kawan je dulu . 
tetiba , someone yang aku sayang sangatt2 sebelum nie dah muncul balik dalam hidup aku .
someone yang aku cuba buang dy dari hati aku , dah ada balik dalam hati aku .
someone yang aku cuba untuk lupakan , dah teringat2 balik sekarang .
semua buat aku jadi KELIRU .


p/s : kembali complicated . huh :((

Saturday, 17 September 2011

new of me

emiliasazlinkhairolazuan 
wow ! its too long xupdate blog nie .
macam-macam hal dah jadi taw .
and everything macam sepantas kilat .
zapp . zapp . zapp .
everything happens in one time !
all about love , friendship , study , family and everything .
rasa semak gilerr otak nie .
macam maner pown , cuba handle semuanye dengan cool .
heee .
tapi takde larr semuanye sedih je .
dalam kesedihan tue ada terselit sedikit kegembiraan .
walaupown sedikit , ia sangat bermakna .
kadang-kadang , betul cakap orang .
jangan rasa susah untuk melepaskan sesuatu sebab satu hari , kite akan dapat yang lebih baik .
hope everything will bring shining in my life .
aminnn :)
dan sekarang , sudah mula lepaskan kisah lama untuk menggapai kisah baru .
in'allah , kisah baru nie akan memberikan sinar baru dalam hidup .
aminnn :)
p/s : you are so sweet . heee




Saturday, 6 August 2011

outing wif them .

cuti yang membusankan .
masing-masing tidur tak sedar diri .
dekat pukul dua baru bangun .
tue pown sebab tersedar bile mek tok sibuk bersiap nak keluar .
untunglar dapat keluar jalan-jalan ngan pakwe kan .
aku , syra n scha cadang nak ke jalan TAR .
nak jalan-jalan sana .
'shopping raya ke kawan?'
eh , tak lar .
jalan-jalan je .
awl lagi .
tak best .
heee
sampai je sana , wahhh ! ramai betul rakyat malaysia .
sesak gile jalan .
dah lar ngah puasa kan .
pening kepala tengok owang ramai-ramai nie .
then , dar puas berjalan-jalan .
kitaowang singgah berinai . 
AHAHHAHAHA .
jpg aku tunjuk gambar-gambarnye yea .
lepas berinai , terus gerak ke foodcourt sogo untuk berbuka .
fuhh ! ramai betul orang .
nasib lar ada budak baek hati toong jagakan tempat kitaowg .
mek tok dan pakwenya 'faridzwan' .
thanx korang .

setibanye di sana .

aktiviti bergambar sudah bermula .
AHHAHAHA

menunggu inai di jari kering .

bersama DIVA TAK POPULAR .

menunggu azan berkumandang .

minah bajet cumell .

alahai mek . muke sedih je . please , jangan buat muka macam nie .
'B.U.R.U.K' hee :P

p/s : sayangs korang ketat-ketat lar walaupown korang nie gile-gile belaka .

Friday, 5 August 2011

k.e.b.o.s.a.n.a.n

busann lar malam nie . tak tahu nak buat ape . ttbe , terhasil lar seperti yang di bawah . hee 

Dreams don't always come true
and that I have to accept.
But you were so much better 
than all the rest.
You always cared 
and you always loved.
You were always there
when push came to shove.
I wanted so badly 
to have you near.
But it's someone else
who you hold dear.
"Persist" you once told me
"Cause your dream might come true".
But when you gave me this advice
Did you know that my dream was you?
Sometimes I think you did
But then I'm not so sure.
It doesn't really matter anyway
Cause your advice I chose to ignore.
How could I persist
Once I knew the truth?
I couldn't even pretend to not know
Cause you'd given me the proof.
I dealt with it the best I could
And tried to hide my feelings from you.
But deep down inside of me
I am sure that you still knew.
So now I just sit and wait
And check the mail each day.
I hope that you are home real soon
Cause it's been lonely with you away.




p/s : really miss you , now . wish you are here with me :'(



Wednesday, 27 July 2011

K . E . M .B . A . L . I

kembali m'blogging .
sambil2 dengar lagu cinta muka buku .
best pulak .
mula-mula dulu mcam xminat .
ahahahha .
dar lama xblogging .
rindu pulak .
sepanjang xblogging nie , macam hal yg jadi .
happy , sedih semua ada .
cukup lengkap .
heee
nk mula yg maner dulu yea , happy ke sedih ? 
kite sedih2 dulu yea .
baru-baru nie , macam terlalu berat sangat bg emi .
dengan masalah si dia , masalah kawan2 dan study .
emi rasa macam nk give up sudah .
tapi dengan sokongan kawan2 yg selalu ada dengan emi , emi tetap cuba utk terus kuat .
hidup emi nie selalu sangat diiringi ngan airmata .
buley kata waktu tue hari2 emi nangis .
kenangkan kawan2 , si dia , dan rindu sangat pada family .
pasal kawan2 tue , emi ada sedikit masalah ngn dowang .
sedikit perselisihan faham .
asalnya , perkara tue kecil je , tapi bila lma sgt dibiarkan terus jd lain .
mungkin salah emi jugak sbab lgsg xbrtanya kat dowang .
tp itulah emi .
biar masa yg tentukan semuanya .
wat masa tue , emi lebih banyak mendiamkan diri .
sampai akhirnya , baru emi sedar yg ktaowg perlu berdepan utk selesaikan semua nie .
selepas berjumpa ngan dowang , yes !
everything is uke .
kami dar kembali seperti biasa .
emi sayang semua kawan2 emi .
heeee
kawan2 dar settle , si dia pulak .
hurm .
rasanya tak elok emi bercerita tentang si dia kat sini lagi dah .
cukup sekadar kawan2 taw , sekarang kami dar uke .
dar happy selalu .
dan harap2 , ia selamanya .
kawan2 tolong doakan utk emi yea .
emi betul2 sayangkan dia .
hah , sudah2 lar sedih , kite bergembira pulak .
9.7.2011 , aktiviti kelab perakaunan ke bagan lalang .
sanad best !
lupa sekejap masalah2 yang ada dalam kepala otak nie .
sebelum bertolak , ada beberapa gambar yang sempat kami ambil .
posing sebelum bertolak lar konon .
ahhahhah .




sampai je kat pantai , bermula lar aktiviti yg sanad2 enjoy .
ape lagi , bergambar lg lar kan .
heeee .






happy giler sume orang .
pada mulanya , emi yang asyik kenakan orang .
tiba2 , emi pulak yg dikenakan .
dowang ramai2 angkat emi sampai tepi pantai .
konon nak baling lar .
tp xsempat sebab kena marah .
ahahahhaha
pengalaman yang sanad best .
habis je semua aktviti , masing2 sibuk menyalin baju dan bergambar lagi .
naik je bas , semua rebah sebab penat sangat .
ape2pown , pengalaman hari tue , sanad2 lar best . 


p/s : walaupun kadang2 saya sedih ngan hubungan nie , tapi saya tetap bahagia dengan awak , sygs .

Thursday, 16 June 2011

B . A . B . Y

tak tahu lar kenapa sejak dua menjak nie , asyik fikir pasal baby .
AHHAHHA .
kelakar kan ?
 teringin sangat nak jaga baby .
and i miss my baby so damn much .
aha . this is my baby .
cumell kan ?
nama dy uzair .
and i luv him so much .
bile lar dapat jumpa dy .
cuti pown lambat lagi nie .
alahai .
pantang betul nampak baby sekarang .
rasa macam nak culik bawak balik hostel je . .
geram sangat tengok telatah baby-baby tue .
cumell sangat . 
terlalu obses ngn baby sekarang nie . .
heee .

p/s : bile lar nak ada baby sendiri . . AHAHAHAH :P

Sunday, 5 June 2011

just to share .


luv u so fucking damn much .
eventhough i know that u will not be mine .
hey dear , just want u to know that u are the great man that i ever had .
u are the man that change everything in my life .
u always make me smile and laugh alone . .
i'm crazy of u , dear .
u always make me happy even we both know that we can't have each other .
thanx for ur love .
i know u will always be here wif me .
but there is something that make us can't be together .
hurm , it's uke .
i'm fine wif it .
first time i know u , i already set in my mind  .
whatever happen , i will face it .
i'm ready wif everything in future . 
just one thing i want u promise me . .
if one day , you have to leave me .
please . .
please don't leave our memory .
it is so meaningful in my life .
promise me , yea . .

p/s : sygs , i'm really miss u .



who says ?

 I wouldn't want to be anybody else 

Hey! 

You made me insecure 
Told me I wasn't good enough 
But who are you to judge 
When you're a diamond in the rough 
I'm sure you got some things 
You'd like to change about yourself 
But when it comes to me 
I wouldn't want to be anybody else 

Na na na na na 
Na na na na na na 
I'm no beauty queen 
I'm just beautiful me 

La na na na na na na na na! 
La na na na na na na na na! 

You've got every right 
To a beautiful life 
 C'mon! 

Who says 
Who says you're not perfect 
Who says you're not worth it 
Who says you're the only one that's hurting 
Trust me 
That's the price of beauty 
Who says you're not pretty 
Who says you're not beautiful 
Who says 

It's such a funny thing 
How nothing's funny when it's you 
You tell 'em what you mean 
But they keep whiting out the truth 

It's like a work of art 
That never gets to see the light 
Keep you beneath the stars 
Won't let you touch the sky 

La na na na na na na na na! 
La na na na na na na na na! 

I'm no beauty queen 
I'm just beautiful me 

La na na na na na na na na! 
La na na na na na na na na! 


You've got every right 
To a beautiful life 
C'mon 
 
Who says 
Who says you're not perfect 
Who says you're not worth it 
Who says you're the only one that's hurting 
Trust me 
That's the price of beauty 
Who says you're not pretty 
Who says you're not beautiful 

Who says 
Who says you're not star potential 
Who says you're not presidential 
Who says you can't be in movies 
Listen to me, listen to me 
Who says you don't pass the test 
Who says you can't be the best 
Who said, who said 
Won't you tell me who said that 
Yeah, WHO SAID!? 

Who says 
Who says you're not perfect 
Who says you're not worth it 
Who says you're the only one that's hurting 
Trust me 
That's the price of beauty 
Who says you're not pretty 
Who says you're not beautiful 
Who says

p/s : luv dis lyric so damn much !

Friday, 3 June 2011

still searching .

AHHAHAHA . .
tjuk post stil searching . .
searching for what hah ?
hurm . .
searching for love , happiness , and d most important , searching for ur replacement . .
heeee . . but until now , still don't get it . .
sabar je lar kan . .
sedang mencari seorang yg buley mengubah hdup sy sperti yg awak lkukan . .
tp . .
still xjmpe2 . . 
ada tue mmg lar ada tp xsma . .
alahai . .
susah benar nk mencari nie kan . .
ape2pown , i'm still searching . 


p/s : sygs , tell me how to find sumone like u . .

Wednesday, 25 May 2011

tak tahu nak letak title ape =)

welcome back . .
HAHHAHAH . .
hey , byk gler crite yg nk dcritekn kt cnie . .
suka , duka , sedih n gembira . .
hri nie rsult final dar kluar . .
ooppss . .
ape yg diingnkn msih blom ksmpaian .
mgkin blom ckop lg kowt usaha . .
perlukan lbey lg pda ssem dpan . .
tp ape2pown , sy ttp bsyukur . .
thanx pda kwan2 yg byk bntu sy . .
luv u ols so much !
hurm , tgl bbrapa ari je lg dar nk blik ke 'kolej tercinta'
cinta ke ?
ahahhaha .. xdalar smpai cinta kn . .
mcm2 perasaan ada dlm aty . .
happy sgt sbb dar lma xjmpe mmbe2 tersyg kn .  .
heeee =)
sedih sgt2 sbb nk tglkn fmly and 'tettt' . .
asa mcm xnk blik sna pown ada . .
tp mcm mner pown tpksa blik jgak . .
redha je lar kn . .
mak , ayh , adik2 , alin msti akn rndukan korg sume ble blik sna nty . .
kpada 'tettt' , sy pown akn rndukan awk jgak . . heeee 
eh , tlbey suda . .
ahhahah . . uke lar .
gtg .
nk tman mummy sy ke giant . .
tke cre yea . . 
luv u ols !

Monday, 9 May 2011

dugaan tak henti

setiap kali ak nk update blog msti ada je yg cdey kn . .
ntahlar knapa . .
ak asa sperti nk prgi jaoh . .
jaoh dr sume owg . .
tmpat yg ak buley idup sndrian . .
tnpa myusahkn owg laen . .
yea , mgkin clap ak . .
tp ak dar xda cra laen . . 
ak tpksa . . 
bkan ak nk sume tue . .
hurm , tba2 prasaan utk bhnti dr kolej sgt tnggi . .
bkan utk lri dr msalah tp utk elakkn dr tmbul lg msalah . .
ak dar penat . .
penat sgt . .
kcewa ngn idup ak yg xabis2 myusahkn owg . .
kawan2 , ak mnta maaf sbab byk ssahkn korg . .
ak taw korg baek sgt ngn ak tp ak dar xsgop nk ssahkn korg . .
dan ak taw korg taw ttg msalah ak tp korg pretend mcm nothing happen . .
grrrrrr ! ak dar xtaw nk ckap ape lg dar . .
asa sgt cdey . .
tp korg sume jgn esaw , sblom ak prgi , ak akn slesaikn sgalanye . .
thanx kawan sbab slalu tlong ak n ada ngn ak wktu ak ssah . .
dan maaf sgt2 . .